Sunday, December 25, 2005

How Many Times Tanning

lyn_sama @ 2005-12-25T21: 36:00

Hey!

Thank you very much for all the comments on the last entry. That was really nice of you and they have really helped me. T_T! \u0026lt;3 @

Line: Yes, Keats had extreme pain with very great certainty. The tumor grew within 2 days so suddenly that even the skin of the arms is broken, because it was not flexible enough. : unreasonable, but I'm not really ready to change my study request for it. 13 years I've now been dragged through a variety of subjects that are part of me just hated every day and somehow undermine my nerves and the whole time I am thinking only "soon, soon it's done!". I have absolutely no nerve for it, join the other 9 or more semesters. Eventually I made ticking and smash my furniture. > \u0026lt;
Would my strengths lie somewhere in the natural sciences would be all that's no problem. Unfortunately, it is not so, and unfortunately I am not even willing to study Japanese studies related to business administration, representing a open later, maybe a few more doors would, because this would require too much math. And as everyone knows, I am the absolute math whiz ...
why I say to myself just now, that I will do what I do as best as possible and iiirgendwie be rich already. -_-I do know is that I have the ambition to give my best. And should I fail anyway, at least I have a good conscience. Sun

@ Bine: I do not know how it is in your school, but for us it was the big jump between the 11th and 12 Class. So if the 12th creates, in fact should the 13th To establish if he can not go. If I am with you anything can help, then tell me. I still have some school records here and have already gone through everything, too ..




Finally, the good news:


Keats was not put to sleep! ^____^ The tumor was completely removed and she is doing quite well.

Yaaaaaay! I really cried tears of joy when Oli told me that! It is a long time back at home and playing again with her daughters ... ^ __ ^

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Interview Questions For A Movie Theatre

lyn_sama @ 2005-12-20T16: 16:00

Keats Our mouse is put to sleep tomorrow morning. My brother just told me this on the phone and I had a hard fight back tears.
Of course, it is the oldest (The mother) and has a tumor that has grown significantly over the last 2 days. It was just evident that things had to happen.
Even before some time, as she has struggled with its meninges ignition, I've actually told me more to worry about it and to visit it more often, because I know how short life can be a mouse. Nevertheless, I have not done it - simply because I did not want to see the mice in the presence olis, because I feel embarrassed when he realizes how much I like the animals. Pretty selfish and stupid of me. :
Otherwise I can remember at the moment hardly clear what stress is also on the last day, which was stuffed with exams. Tomorrow is thankfully the last, but I just do not have the power, but do not really, although I would like to keep my 13 points in religion. > \u0026lt;

The math exam today was disastrous - but that became obvious after I had made yesterday 8 tasks from the right had Abibuch and exactement 0. During the learning I was sometimes so desperate that I broke into tears, which is actually nonsense, because it pays not to get so upset because my study NC subjects neither need, nor an employment test. = P

Tonight is a theater in Basel. I will not. > \u0026lt;I need to learn, damn it!

(@ Rina: I know your offer to appreciate real ^ ^ But honestly, I would really not want you to you because of me acquire the whole math scrap now - especially since I do not know whether it even is possible, it is.. while at least the substance of 1 or 2 school years. o_O It would also be well in time was too short and I have-actually-people with whom I can learn. ... Theoretically Thanks anyway ^^..)

Sunday, December 4, 2005

What Is The Normal Hight Of A Dining Room Table

lyn_sama @ 2005-12-04T14: 57:00

BHWAHAHAAAHA ~ ! XD

your-lakaien.com / / News:


VANILLA NINJA COPPER the duo VIDEO FROM


I do not know whether to laugh or cry now. XD
Right now I'm just glad I ankucken any music station, or I might have smashed my TV as a knee-jerk reaction. OMG that is so sick ...

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Colleges For Acting And Singing

lyn_sama @ 2005-11-27T19: 52:00

Today, I had my social day. Applause for me.


~ 1 1 email Email to Kinson
~ to May (my new Japanese-German Tandemparnerin)
~ 2 hours chatting with Sara

~ 1 email to the Koreans in Shanghai
What I am therefore not come today: learning. And I will tell you what? It suckt and I feel terribly bad and worn out. I am addicted to learning, how it looks. At least, I find the time in nothing but a fulfillment.
I'm going to write my remaining ~ 115 Kanjikarten, so at least I have-something-done. Joy.

Btw, I have arrived at Kanji No 500th Woot.

Otherwise I try to fill up tomorrow or to a given survey, the rumspukt me for days in the head.


PS: Yoshi has been reported by buk. :) I'm happy even though the mail was extremely pointless.

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Mac Messenger Keeps Changing Name When Logging In

クリスマス が 大好き ~!

It's getting for Christmas, you realize it. : D Two days ago we've had the first 'snow' - if only as a barely noticeable white powder ceiling, but still.
Just now there was biscuits and cocoa for me and tomorrow, after school, I go buy mulled wine and gingerbread. ^ _ ^

Yes, and otherwise ... I do not have much time to post and little desire to do so. My mood is very bad and most of the time I go through my head a lot of things that take me a lot. Well.
But for now I just forget it. -_-

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

How Many Panadol To Kill A Dog

lyn_sama @ 2005-11-15T19: 54:00

I had time today to xsten find that my definition of the term 'friendship' probably somehow looks different than many of my acquaintance.


today I could just cry.

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Brother 210chow Toreset

de Deufel severally ä eischhörnsche

Not much to say.
Yesterday was marked by headache. And what for what. > _ \u0026lt;It find in the mornings at school, then became more and more until I clock up 18 just howling and just before Kotzen was sitting in my room and did not know what to do. * Sigh * Maybe I should slow but once the doctor. I've quite often a headache, but not

such as in the last days.
the moment I have just scared that it now comes back.

If not, then this evening to a café. Oh God, I thought I'd get so necessary after all the Lernerei. The last time I was there with Yoshi and that's been ages since. Otherwise, hm, yes, there is nothing to say. The last few hours I'm relatively meaningless with surfing in various communities (




yukihiro_daily [info] & ken_daily [info] ) spending, accompanied by 'oooooooh's and' aaaaaaawwwwwww's and 'mmmmhhhh .... yummy!'. Hehe. The last two days I had one of Ken-Tick. But let's face it, who else manages to drive the age of 39 scooters, and even then to fall on your face .. -_-;;




Wednesday, November 9, 2005

Church Anniversary Cake Ideas

lyn_sama @ 2005-11-09T14: 42:00

The school has begun again stress. Strangely, I can now get a little better than during the holidays, despite the lack of time. I actually thought I had my Flu-cured now (after 3 1 / 2 weeks!). Is' nothing: this morning I had fever again and was at times spaced out properly, or have slept (during class, mind you). : I still after getting seriously entertained the thought of it to thrash the whole thing in my LJ, so I spare you now. answer (? Am I not merciful = P) ^ ^ '
And to your question, Rina-chan: Yes, there are many moments where I am so happy that I could embrace the world and all my heart wish everyone would feel this way.
was in fact exactly the way I said after that dream and it is a pity that there is no way to let others feel your feelings and show them with how important some people you are. Person next to you personally known several musicians, including of course their music. ^ _ ^ Perhaps a final attempt in the hope that someone will perhaps find pleasure in my Yukki's solo band and my favorite band acid android ..


acid android - unsaid




yukihiro - RING THE NOISE

(Devil May Cry 1 OST)




Saturday, November 5, 2005

Short Term Disability Benefits

lyn_sama @ 2005-11-05T23: 24:00

T____T ~ ~ ~


How someone be so beautiful that it almost a heart breaks .. I just have to start almost to cry, really. * Sigh *


♥ Közi さま

Getting Catch With A Dog In An Airplane

lyn_sama @ 2005-11-05T16 : 01:00

* sigh * Today again one of those days, where you yourself really feel useless and give nothing seems to make sense.
has been settled. \u0026lt;3 Although I do nothing useful, but I do anyway-something.

Friday, November 4, 2005

Whole Sale Crochet Head Bands

lyn_sama @ 2005-11-04T13: 47:00

Bin indicate tollpatischig as I am, the small increase in the threshold between the kitchen and hallway and stumbled my nail has at times detached from my nail bed. Paradoxically me two minutes later the postman brought my 6mm expander with the words "Pain is nature 'on the envelope. * No comment *

My mother was already aggressive, as always when I hurt myself. Then they always start to pick on me and sigh expel, because oh no, what does become of me? I'm so alone and they never deal is not that and blah. Then it begins again, rauszukramen mistakes I've started years ago or completely incoherent stuff as their opinion that I'm too fat. What the fuck ..?
I hate it. So it went on, when I was a little kid. All my fault. Mom opens the door, door slams against my toe, small-Lyn starts bawling. 'Own fault! "
The last time I was crying, she was hurt for 2 days. Wonderful. It pisses me off so damn!
already made constantly as a child to be responsible for everything and being told with 4 or 5 from the step-father, 'I do not like children who cry'.

matter. Yes but has no sense at all. My mother is so childish. I ask them why they do certain things, or criticize me in any way, it ignores the question, or turns around and goes.
I'm so happy when I'm out of here, really.




ps: Phyne, did you happen to NEN 7mm and / or 8mm Expander left, which you can lend me short?
Eiiigentlich I wanted to stay at 6mm for fear that the hole is too big, I need to remove the jewelry. But after the 6mm expander just been complete without difficulties can be used, I feel somehow cheated. = P What's happened since the fun? > \u0026lt; .
coming since then in my ear:
http://www1.wildcat.de/shop3/shop/bildergross/1487.jpg

ね かわいい です ^ ^

Thursday, November 3, 2005

Thick Cathedral Setting Ring

Yayness!



Tim Burton's Corpse Bride - Corpse Bride

From 3 November at the cinema



http://wwws.warnerbros.de/corpsebride/
Why has nobody told me what and why it does not preview it on television or other advertising?
O_O Anyway, wooooohoooo! * Happy happy * looking forward

Highlights For Brown Hair 2010

lyn_sama @ 2005-11-03T12: 40:00

I'm sorry if I am currently very little comment. I just do not find the right words, as much as I would say something. This refers at the moment especially worse on the entries from my third BROW I've read everything, would like to help somehow, but I do not know how. : / Currently I have the feeling that I collapsed the ceiling above the head. The last 2 - 3 weeks I was just learning, I allowed myself only 2 days off (with Videotag buk + Tübingen-trip) and I still feel that it did not help. I feel no wiser than before and that is devastating. I almost think that I subconsciously already panic before Abi and I have reason to remember nothing of the learned. : because only these give me the feeling of making progress. I must somehow get the
to the series. All that stress is reflected in the meantime already unpleasant stomach cramps and insomnia. I also had flu for 3 weeks and almost daily fever and headache, without a showing improvement. My mother and oli me really want to encourage them to consult a doctor, but ... > _ \u0026lt; Should it really be psychosomatic, I do not know if the doctor could do anything. * Shrugs *

-.-

Tuesday, November 1, 2005

Homemade Large Format Scanner

lyn_sama @ 2005-11-01T23: 16:00

Stolen from



monpetitfetiche





Pick a random number from 1 to 1671st I'll pick the song on my playlist that Corresponds to the number and upload it. If you already have it, just tell me and pick another number and I'll upload that song. [info] Afterwards, put this in your journal and do the same. be fair, I must warn you!
# 1-143
japanese / chinese / korean / thai
# 144-515
non japanese

# 516-888
old music

# 889-1420
various albums

And with 'old music' I mean-really-old stuff, some of which are grottig. ASP and blood angel and stuff, what I heard earlier times. Or things about I've made fun of me sometimes, like Enya and Gregorian. XD ~ ~ ~
it chooses you to choose one of these numbers, then please do not take the song seriously, otherwise shame on me even in the land. ^ ^ Old music ', the folder is not called''....
upload is done tomorrow. Must go to bed. Tomorrow morning Studying ...

Using Lemon Juice For Dandruff

lyn_sama @ 2005-11-01T12: 01:00

Well, apart from the very positive experience during the lecture, I must say that this whole subject of study, moving, etc. strikes me much on the stomach. Soseher I know that I've been very, very necessary, I'm really afraid of the new phase of life. * Sigh * I wish (!) It would be so happened that Buket comes along to Tübingen. With her it is not clear yet, because she wants to enroll in several universities for business administration and Japanese and then simply want to see where it is taken. Also in Tübingen, they will enroll. Well, let's hope.
I'm so dependent ... I also hope that my mother moved to Thailand as soon as possible. I want to leave them here not alone ... Over there it at least has relatives. Otherwise, my mother has
me yesterday trying to squeeze it (! It was already aggressive), why in recent years (! She really said that) so am sad.
I do not know if I about the fact that she is one of the few people who noticed that, while the uncomprehending person I can think of is to laugh or to cry.
Fortunately I was rescued by a phone call from the situation.
But the accusations that they should constantly go for a walk to remember my sorrowful facial expressions, has really hit me.

Floor Laminate For Boat

lyn_sama @ 2005-11-01T11: 22:00

Yesterday I was with Buket in Tübingen, to give me a first hand view of my future hometown. I must say Buket and I agree about the fact that we have in our lives never seen such a strange city. Not only did the last 2 hours of 4stüngigen Train ride through meadows and forests led that one would otherwise only bring Heidi with the name, the city of Tübingen in itself seemed to me as if you had taken 1xRheinfelden and distributed in an area 3 times as large. A bit of international flair to mix - eh voila (/ voila!).
chillig All in all very, very charming, with many parks and old town and all that goes with it. I do not know if I should be happy or angry now. I have a feeling I get from a small town into the next.
What is most important: Asian-yield of 1 day: 50 + / - 3 Asians, of which about 6 Japanese.

I have also the Course Japanese grammar (3rd Semester) with Mrs. (Dr.?) Oberwinkler visited. Very nice lady. I wish nevertheless, the lessons would be held by a native speaker. What
Buket, and I noticed negative: lack of motivation of students.

What astonished me was the proximity to schools. I thought the level would be much higher. I am disappointed in one hand a little, on the other hand, I am reassured that I then can concentrate more on NDL. The grammar that was taught in the 2 hours, I was not really hard. It does really well that when I plowed through my 'Japanese students for 2', me, the first 3 semesters need not exert seeeehr. Work is obviously at the time, but I even have a head start. I think the advantage of course not easy to give up, but will continue to learn in parallel to the lectures schonmal.
fact I had 80% of the vocabulary and 70% of the kanji from the course known. And the grammar was easy to understand (and is partially reflected in the next lesson about my textbook). * Smile *:) Feels good when you see that your own efforts were not free.

But as I said, I would not overestimate the whole thing, because it come with NDL certainly a Meeeenge work for me. ^ ^

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Phantom Chess Antique

: :: acid android:::



acid android, new album, Spring 2006.
tracks on drugs records
.
now recording.



oh happy day !!!~~~

Toronto 16th Birthday

lyn_sama @ 2005-10-25T19:26:00

I give the time not just meaningless messages from me. My 'bad mood' (-.- It is perhaps a little more than that) leads me again to be very uncommunicative to be. Nevertheless, I have
just thought, maybe even - though very far back - write a small, short trip report on China. (Had to think just the feeling in Beijing, when you step out of the hotel. The smells and sounds there. I long back ..) I do not
so, whether anyone at all interested, but in 2 years, I will certainly be happy about having held it.
Well, maybe tomorrow or the day after. Or on the day after. The last days before the holidays are always packed with exams. the way, I have 1 point in math, so I would have once again outdone themselves. = P

Friday, October 21, 2005

Myammee Flavor Love Hair Weave

lyn_sama @ 2005-10-21T21:18:00

me is the sight of my reflection bad. I am the last dirt. to throw up everything.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Can The Iphone Be Used Worldwide?

lyn_sama @ 2005-10-19T21:17:00

* sigh * I've missed one in Shanghai L'Arc ~ en ~ Ciel concert by a week. * Table upside let * (No, the order is already rightly so. = P) shit shit shit shit fall. If I had known earlier, we had the whole Trip planned it differently. Fuck.

was math sucks. Who would have thought's.
I am extremely lacking lately (more than usual) to discipline. I have (counting Abi) only 3 math exams in my whole damn life, damn it! And yet I get my ass is not high. This applies not only to math

Everything sucks. = P
And my Japanese handwriting is ugly.





hyde and his new best friend uma-chan. The two even have the same hair stylist. = O




----
Even someone 'Countdown' from HYDE heard?
I can not zuuuufälligerweise someone send いばら の 涙 (Ibara no namida) by Laruku? * Desperately seeking the song *
----
Unfortunately, far too late, but: welcome back,


dark haven
! I

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Ikusa Otome Suvia Vol 4 Ddl

lyn_sama @ 2005-10-16T17:59:00

's no math and I'll never can can. . _. Shit maths test - and above all fucking math-Abi. x_x Damn.

My Haru will grow (or pony) so I can not imagine the Hyde-hairstyle (Realive Circuit 2000 DVD) overlap. First, the tattoo and then the hair. x_x Ääääh, no, I will not look like Hyde. I said in recent days when watching a DVD on several occasions requested have to be a boy, put on some really great because the clothes can. XD
Mir's cold, I panic before Tuesday. x_x I'll go make me a hot soup. . _. I just

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Yahoo/pregnant Milena

lyn_sama @ 2005-10-16T01:06:00

' Kagen no Tsuki [info] - Last Quarter' seen. me the film is heavy on the stomach. I do not know why. He was neither particularly profound nor overly sad. Perhaps slightly uncomfortable. Nevertheless, I feel just somehow .. hm .. bad. Somehow I do not like Hyde's role. Or actually I like them all. x_x * confused * Perhaps I should focus on completing a degree view Laruku concert, to get back to normal thoughts. Hyde is not Adam, not Adam !

I think something similar happens when you see in the dark night at a movie and before that was sentimental. Oh, and drunk. Bad me. I should again see him in daylight and with neutral feelings.

for the next time I'd rather stay at Moon Child, even if the find a lot of shit. Why? oO

Volleyball Stores In Canada

lyn_sama @ 2005-10-15T17:52:00

You definetely know you had an overdose of L'Arc ~ en ~ Ciel when you honestly consider to get


done ... x_x
I think I have one here at the swatter. I also play with the idea for months. So i dont think that I would regret it. Question is dependent nur, wie teuer das wird. x_x

Why Do I Get Sores 2 Weeks Before Menstration

lyn_sama @ 2005-10-15T15:49:00

OMG, das ist wirklich genial. XD Geklaut von



kyoskatze .

Type "[your name] needs" into Google and pick the best results.
[info] Lyn needs to stay in the moment. I want to be a good friend to Lyn. Lyn needs our prayers (Hell, yeah! Betet für mein Seelenheil. =P) Lyn needs to hit me up...

Lyn needs money to survive in prison.
(my fav. XD)


Lyn needs to qualify as a driver

Lyn needs The Bows to keep All The Wyvern Riders from dominating her with The weapon triangle. (wtf?!)

Lyn needs to build up her self confidence

Lyn needs hugs! (bleibt mir vom Leibe! oO)

Lyn needs a great big hug from me! Lyn will never not be awesome I want to hug Lyn Lyn can call me cute any day. When I think of Lyn, I get a big goofy grin ...
(you are soooo cute! Yeah, I mean YOU, youuuuu~~ <3)
lyn needs to stop taking drugs...